dont have much to say.. seriously dont noe what to blog about but just feel like blogging. :x hahas. todae reached home v early.. then i was in the bus wondering whether will i saw lai at the other 28 bus stop. so, i din go up to the 2nd storey. den i really saw her. i was like waving and calling her and she din realise, and jus went upstairs. -.- so i went up to find her and both of us got excited. haha.. stupid rite.
common test is coming.. so scary. haven even touch my books and actually decided that today i will study but i dont seem to have the mood. hais. anw, still have to study la.
im gonna buck up my sciences and maths. plus my eng and chi. and my humans. ehhs. meaning all subjects la :x haha. so sian. all equally lousy.. yucks.
mood got better le. (: yay. sometimes mus control abit bit. wahahas.
saw this when i went for piano lesson:
life is like a piano. what u get out of it, depends on how u play it.
quite meaningful hor. (:
passion. 5:34 PM
finally got to come online (;
first of all,
WHY JUNYANG OUT OF SUPERSTAR?!?!?!
hais.. i so sad! he is the only one i has always been supporting since the day i started to watch superstar! ): and his singing is really nice. but too bad, not enough pple support him. hais.. nvm.
i dunno what has gone into me this few days. was feeling quite tempremental, and was quite attitude. sucks man. i hate myself.. gonna stop all these shit.
sorry.
sucks. my chinese is really getting suckier and suckier. i cant understand wad the ques wan from me. hais. i jus hope this test i can really score. cus for common test.. whatever. no idea how the hell can i do to improve my chinese.
common test is coming!
and the thing is i haven touch my books. im so dead..
wish me luck! (:
passion. 6:57 PM
for this special someone:
yes, i gotta admit that we were once close. but that doesnt mean that we couldnt be anymore. this year, its true that u got ur own stuffs, ive mine. but im sure we make an effort to spend the time on the bus wisely. toking to each other.. sharing probs and things lidat.
one thing for sure, i did not betray ur trust. neither did i stop trusting u anymore. i admit we mite not be as close as last time. but somehow, i still feel the bond inside us. i dont care whu the hell said about that particular thing. i dunno wad does he mean. i dunno. if he din get the facts right, i dont see any reason he shld comment on such things. u shld noe that ive always trust u. and im still trusting.
even thou we did not go out often like last time, i still treat u as my close fren. the memories are still deep inside me. the reason why we are not close now, probably cus u got ur own frens, i have mine. u got ur impt person. i understand that its diff to balance between 2. i jus hope that things will remain as it is now. i still remember pple said how close we were last time.. and i hope we still are. dont let this person affect the frenship ok.. (:
and sorry that i attitude u today.. i didnt mean to. but i was realli fustrated. haha.. anw, u understand can le. i hope we reallie did clear things up. (:
take care okays.
passion. 12:56 AM
todae is not a very pleasant day for me..
lessons was boring as well. and i din score well for my phy. hai.. nvm i will work harder.
okays. gotta elaborate on wad happened after sch.
went to physics excursion today.. was totally rocks. can see alot of satellite. we went to bukit timah. den the speaker was frenly. mr chua was saying that we shld ask alot of ques when we reached there so that it will seems that we are clvr student. he is being lame. but we did have alot of ques to ask. :x we jus shoot him like crazy. but whu cares, for the exchange of interesting facts, its all worth while. =)
the person lead us to watch video on how they launch the satellite high up into the space. so cool.. den later we walked around and finally went to see the satellite. i mean the dish la. :x we climbed up. so scary. i think i got phobia.. dont even dare to looked down. was quite high and i grabbed the handle v tightly until my hands were dirty. heh heh. then when we reach the top near the dish, we took photos there. so fun. lols..
on the way back, i slpt throughout the whole journey. so tired! hais.. reached sch slacked at bandstore for awhile. den shi tien suddenly appear from nowhere :x hahaha.. went to bbt shop. pris gotta cheer up alrite. (: den went home..
passion. 12:42 AM
today nth to blog about. jus had tuition and later gonna study physics for tml test. thats all.. haha. so, shall blog about yesterdae!
band in the morning. was doing drils and so scary. donwan to elaborate..
ok. when we finishing drills that time, miss chong was calling me and i didnt hear it. :x think she called alot of times. haha.. so paiseh but i got abit deaf so canot blame :x hehs. den she passed to me a score. its SEVENTH NIGHT OF JULY!!! ahhh. so happy. when i see i was like OMG. den was finding jenni but cldnt find, den saw ade at the water cooler there so i asked her help me with it. heh. she was so happi and kip looking at the eupho solo. crazy hoh? she was like so happie bcus it was a soli. lols.. the machine was naughty again. ahhh.. paper misfeed and no ink. haha.. cldnt find miss koh but luckily mrs lin was there and she allowed us to photocopy. wheee!
after that hurry go to band store and we played! we actully played the song!! omGomg. :x too excited. hahaha.. ahhh. but my sound sucks. and cldnt catch some parts. overall was nice.. (: heh. den there is this guy call mr yu. came to teach us theory. i have to say he is so damn pro ok. he played piano like reading abc. like piano is part of his body. he played the song and sing.. omg. hais. make us feel so zi bei. haha.. went to ljs eat with xiuling pris ade matt and mr yu. lols. talked awhile then i haf to go home.. going grandma hse. so siannnnnnn. tired day. :/
passion. 5:21 PM
ahhh. took back my amaths result and i jus passed! wth. i looked through the paper and really feel like slapping myself. i lose so many marks cus of careless mistakes. stupid! nvm.. shant tok about it man.
damn tired ah. met lai in the morning and she was telling me her dream. of a mother bird and a baby bird. the mother bird cldnt hold the baby bird i think.. and he was falling. something lidat. haha.. i think she think of birds too much :x boo. nth much.. reach sch mrs fong gave out the target sheet. omg, crazy man. they expect my eng and humans to get B3, thats expected. but they want my sciences and both maths to be A. wad de.. amaths, lose faith. but i noe i hafta think positively. if not ade wont tok to me.. ): gonna try my best, thats for sure.
oh. sec4s today got back their o level result. congratulation to those whu got A. gj gonna treat us makan! yay. :x im not being thickskin, got witness hoh. x) hmms. for those whu din got the marks that they expected also dont be so sad. anw, jus try harder for the end of year one. wheee. im gonna strive too! (: heard that our listening and oral result was out. but, i couldnt find it. wierd lar.
stupid things happened. fucking sian diao lar.. woo! went eat with pris after sch. she was being chased by that kuckoo qian bian teacher, i have to agree she is reallie qian bian ah!!
reach home slack. watched shows all the way. heard that derrick kicked out le. hmms, actually he sing also not realli nice, jus that he got a cute face. and silver out. she damn out of tune. ahhh.
oh yah pple!! MUS WATCH TIAN GUO DE JIE TI!! damn nice ok. hmms. mon and tues 10pm i think. channel u! ahhhh. im gonna catch also! yay! x)
passion. 1:06 AM
sian.. rot at home today. hais.. jus went out a little while to slack. hahas. dunno what to blog also. jus studied chem and phy today and did abit of maths. (:
nothing much also.
tml sch again, dont feel like going cus dont wana see my amaths result. i noe i gonna flunk for sure. so, i rather not have it back. lols.
i dunno why. feeling sad.. for nth lor. i also cant find out a reason for that. hais. i think im really a da bian. like what shi tien says. hahahahaha. :x
passion. 11:18 PM
study...
and study...
and study...
and study...
and study.
i also never become clever.
lols.
aiyar.. jus so sian lar. ):
passion. 5:10 PM
happy birthday singapore! (:
morning actually wanted to wake up at 8 jus to do my amaths. but was so tired, when papa woke me up i was like still living in dreamland. so i jus dont care and cont slping :x lols. woke up at 11 plus and get ready. went to jasmin house after that. played piano for awhile and ate lunch. went to the cc there to meet pris and went to tamp there to see the national day parade. was damn the hell hot lor!! i was qutie burnt. the person there were disoraganise okay. keep asking us to go infront, then another one ask us go behind, and another one ask us to infront. i was so pissed and sorta scolded that person :x i cant help it right. haha.. den finally settled down. pris was trying to make use of everything inside that goodie bag. lols.
watch halfway, quite boring so went to orchard met darren dillion rl gj and xiao qing. was carrying that heavy goodie bag all the wae there! bth. until there then got pple help us take. thanks ah! (: heh. at first quite sian and hungry!! me and jas were going to die already lor! so went to eat yoshinoya. (: den later took mrt to esplanade. wah!! damn lots of pple and we had to squeezed thru the crowds. sweating like mad! bth. haha.. den jus sit on the grass and ehh slack? lols.
went home arnd 10. saw the bear bear can record voice one so cute! haha.. oh yah! not forgetting to sae that TODAEA ALOT OF PPLE STEPPED ON MY TOES!! ahh. poor toes. and i dono why pple haf to tie the shirt jus to make a triangle flesh come out. :x aiyar. onli pris will understand wad i mean. (:
wah damn sian. ma sae tml wan see me stay home study. aiyar. whu cares lar. ):
passion. 12:20 AM
life is boring.
went to school today and played national anthem. lols. den went bowling with pris yanhong xiuling huiying jiahui marwin huixian. haha. so fun! wheee.. den later went interchange with xiuling awhile. cus dont feel like going home.. hais.
came home, slp awhile and went to grandma house eat dinner. cousin came to my house and we played duet. lols. HAI SIAN HOR.
i cant stand this post either. its so sian..
anw. i love eupho! wheee.. its so fun. (:
perhaps i still love u..
passion. 10:18 PM
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today reached school quite early, around 645. den set up instrument and chairs. gonna play for the parade. cleared up some stuffs with her. den later we went down to play for the guest of honour. blah blah.. okays. later went to music room and slack for awhile. then went to the hall and play that thing u do and tijuana. dunno how was it, but pple said was okay. :/
after that at went to eat at ljs with jas and pris. den went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory. hahha.. its nice and funny! omg.. looked at the chocolate and jus feel like licking it. :x i miss chocolate ok! was sick the past few days, cant even eat anything heaty. ): wheee! willie wonka! willie wonka! wahaha. went home at arnd 5. pris and gj took 65 with me and they went all the way to orchard. i went to cousin's chalet. got bbq but of cus i only wait for food lar. :x haha. reached home quite late and was damn tired. jus pong on the bed and orh orh le.
[o7.o8.o5]
wake up at 12 today. was waken up by pris call. den quickly wash up and eat breakfast and went to her house. had tuition.. haha. now i noe wad she meant by, "my tuition teacher is crazy one lar! siao cha boh." yeah. was totally true.. lols. finished at arnd 5. slacked awhile and went to find gj and ruilong. went to food court and makan BAN MIAN!! heh heh heh. rl lar. say alot of qian bian ques. haiyar.. we not qian bian enough to ans back. ): sad. haha.
papa came to fetch me ler. reached home study abit of phy. siannnnn..
speeeeeed.... velocity......... displacement....... distance.......... ahhhhhhhh!!
anw, she's coming back! yay. smart ho peng you! thankie!
passion. 12:49 AM
im still sick!!! ):
sick for so many days but the fever just cant recover completely. keep coming back. then actually wanted to go to tpjc concert, after that mama don allow. hais. so in the end nvr go.
anw, damn pissed yesterday. attitude problem, u have i have too. (: u can give me urs, i can give u mine. duhh. shant talk about it.
hais.. talked to her. i think is hopeless since she doesnt want to stay anymore. there is nth i can do, since she insist on doing so. and only then, i realised, she called her without telling me. so, whats this?
in the end, i don care. so went to do my amaths.. hoping to pass the test this time. and guessed what? I PRACTICALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO THE WHOLE GOD DAMN PAPER!!! ahhhhh.. smart hoh? (:
sadded.. i did put in effort okay. but i don noe why i always flung my amaths. ahhh. the first part they give me the ans ask me show that the ans is lidat. i cldnt solve. NVM, then the 2nd part, i didnt try to solve. why? bcus first and 2nd part is linked. i thot i cldnt get the ans for the first part den i cldnt do the 2nd part. BUT THE FIRST PART ANS IS GIVEN AND I FORGOT. greattttt. so smart of me hor. i knew how to do it de!!! hai.
sorry shi tien. (spelled correctly hoh) teach me for quite long. den in the end i get this kind of shit.
amaths. shoooo!!
nth much.. went to tm after school today and bought my reed. tml is speech day! hope the tijuana brass goes smoothly. bleahs
passion. 1:01 AM
